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does office environment very noisy till need to wear ear plug??? walaueh...wat sound will affect her?? she crazy d...her voice mah more louder than production..we never wear pun..sajer nyer dia..

Feeling 170411

I found that a better way to express feeling is through blog. coz ppl may curi tgk ur diary when u r not in.but, web is hard. at least that ppl manage to hack in to ur account. the hard way is u hav to find free time,free place, free pc, which when we needed but free from everything. recently, i found i'm not so believe him. seems that hje has many things keep away from me. for an example, he never mentioned to me before he worked in ces before. until yesterday nite i get to know from my ex-colleague, which also my friend. he very hate ces. but, he worked with ces. hairan. last time when he saw ces brouchure, he straight away renyuk dan buang. wat a shocked when i know he worked with ces. the 2nd thing, y he delete his call out list from 4/4 to 6/4??? this due to i found the call out list for his biao mei not there. but, on 05/04 around 10pm, he called his biao mei to ask bout the email. he make a phone called in front of me when he is driving. y he purposely do so??? there was a gap for the call out list.... in addition, he keep on said our new house soon will get the key and need to pay how much..new shop going to settle and need to pay how much...is that all real????? i never go to his shop before, he also never show me his shop...all is he told me nia... and, he told me his biao mei will email me is hav any problem or news. but, she will use company email address. he taught i'm stupid. any one also can create an email account n tipu lar.as long as u hav the password, u can login and reply and read the email lar.somemore tell me wat the email account name. cheh.... i better protect myself.his ear very tajam.his eyes very tajam.he also banyak tangan. i think he may be already viewed most of my documents when i'm taking my bath or doing housework.takutnyer.

Tired 110411

People always writting blog to share their happiness and opinion...my blog seems like my diary..i have no chance to write diary when i'm free...i have no chance and freedom to do so..i feel unhappy...i seem lost my freedom...recently, i can only express my feeling thru net..wat the fxxx. Last few days i almost die in the accident..bcoz he driving with emotional.luckily he press the brake..if not..i wont be here. if he unhappy, he will keep silent for a day or may be more than a day (depend on the situation). for recent, i advice him go for a medical check up bcoz of his health. sk told me they suspect he has diabetes, and ask me to advice him go for medical check up. starting i dun wan to tell, but, he keep on asking. i have no choice mah tell him lor..who knows after that, he get angry,say y sk himself never tell him,must thru me...bla bla bla... he cannot accept it. For me, if you unhappy and dun wan to share with me, better separate for few days.coz i found is better for each other. tak payah masam muka,n affect the relationship. But, he never do so. long time i didnt have my private time. i really hope my brother n mom can come back once a while. i need that private time.so tired!! if he has no interest in doing body check up,i pun malas layan liao.if he dun know how to care his health,i pun malas nak kata liao...zhe mui...