Tired 110411

People always writting blog to share their happiness and opinion...my blog seems like my diary..i have no chance to write diary when i'm free...i have no chance and freedom to do so..i feel unhappy...i seem lost my freedom...recently, i can only express my feeling thru net..wat the fxxx. Last few days i almost die in the accident..bcoz he driving with emotional.luckily he press the brake..if not..i wont be here. if he unhappy, he will keep silent for a day or may be more than a day (depend on the situation). for recent, i advice him go for a medical check up bcoz of his health. sk told me they suspect he has diabetes, and ask me to advice him go for medical check up. starting i dun wan to tell, but, he keep on asking. i have no choice mah tell him lor..who knows after that, he get angry,say y sk himself never tell him,must thru me...bla bla bla... he cannot accept it. For me, if you unhappy and dun wan to share with me, better separate for few days.coz i found is better for each other. tak payah masam muka,n affect the relationship. But, he never do so. long time i didnt have my private time. i really hope my brother n mom can come back once a while. i need that private time.so tired!! if he has no interest in doing body check up,i pun malas layan liao.if he dun know how to care his health,i pun malas nak kata liao...zhe mui...